Yesterday, my mom did warn me about getting called by the counselors.
Not because I did something bad. Why would I waste my efforts to get nagged at?
Anyway, so as she said, I did get called upon in the morning.
It was nothing exciting, I can assure you.
Just going over SATs and scholarships.
It went pretty well, I can say, and I learned quite a lot.
But I guess I didn't seem like it. A friend told me that I looked stressed.
When he told me that, I couldn't look at anyone at that point.
I didn't know why, but I suddenly just wanted to cry.
I really wasn't stressing...I guess I was overwhelmed. I don't know.
But I really hate how I felt at that time. I knew I wasn't going to ball my eyes out but I hate being so sensitive.
Luckily, I got over it pretty fast.
Today was very exhausting.
I slept pretty well last night so I didn't really get how I could've been so tired.
And I realized I've been less social with my friends. Huh.
It's not that I'm shunning them. That's the last thing I want.
I guess I was too exhausted to handle the silly atmosphere.
I did pretty bad on my japanese test.
My first time. Haha.
Oh well. I'll make up for it. I am very hard working in desperate times.
Now...I need to come up with another project.
I am a little sad about having to drop my "D E A T H G A R D E N" idea.
Oh and if you're wondering, I seem to like it better when I title my artworks like that haha. Don't mind it.
But yeah...I cannot draw skeletons as well as I want to and I want it to be great.
So I'll save that for another time. I'll definitely do it this year.
Other than that though, I really have no idea what I want to do.
I have a certain character in mind to draw, but it's more of what the hell is he going to do kind of thing.
Hmph. I'll figure it out.
Why must I want to draw all these things I never really got practice with?
When I really think about it...birds and skeletons are what I want to draw.
Very fustrating.
I am very picky haha.
I'm supposed to go eat my dad's food today. I'm starved, though. He won't come until...5 to 5:30 pm but it's already 4:45 pm and I want to just eat anything.
Must. Not. Give. In.
Oh wait. Phone call.
My friend, Rei, called me. And we had a three way conversation with UlQui.
Talking about school, irritating people (Rei's issue), and club.
I love my friends.
Well now it's almost time to get ready and pack up for my dad's place.
Gonna get me some food.
Hell yes.
Fuck. Suzuki.
This was not planned. Suzuki looks like a cat though haha.
Cam-whoring. But for a phone picture, I like.
From now on, I'll try to make most of my posts have a picture or video. Anything to make it look interesting.