Been Kinda Having An Unfortunate Day...

Ever since last night, I've been having a bit of a sluggish day, but I just tried to get through the day without having to think about it.

Well, I'll go to yesterday which was my field trip. We went to tour a college.
And I actually took pictures too so I'll just go over that lol.

Yesterday : Field Trip

Before we even left home to go to school, Suzuki showed me what she did the night before while I was catching up on my sleep lol.
Oh boy. Narimiya Hiroki.
You have changed my sister ever since she's laid eyes upon you. Pfft.

Lol the top is my friend, Kenny. He was in the direction of the sun so that explains why you can't see his head all that much which I think was pretty cool. xD
The one below Kenny is my friend, V-chan. She was sitting directly beside me and the bus was already driving so I couldn't steady my camera. Hngh. Forgive me for the blurriness.

Lol we visited the store which contained so much things from pencils to laptops to textbooks and even huge art supplies.

If you can see the picture, look at the price tag.

Unfortunately, even used textbooks are expensive.

 This was around the time we started that loooooooong walk lol.
I managed to take pictures of Kenny.
The picture on the bottom shows the Administration Building. We didn't go inside but I learned quite a few things based on what my teacher said.
:D

Woops. I caught my teacher's head lol.
This was a building full of dorms. The teacher described it as a very tiny space for four people.

Yikes.
What's worse was how he told us about the suicides some students committed when final exams were in session. Poor thing.

We actually got to sit in a class for about 10 to 20 minutes.
The professor was pretty funny even though I couldn't hear his microphone very well.

All the college people were staring at us.

Kenny sat next to me and V-chan sat in the seat next to him.
You can see her small arm-rest.
You could actually pull out a small desk to write on. Kenny demonstrates it perfectly lol.

After all that walking, our teacher gives us ten minutes to chill and buy food/drinks.
I forgot my money at home so before I went on the bus, Suzuki gave me her 20 bucks.
I bought this with that 20.

The one on the right is mine. It was a Caribbean Passion. It was okay.

(Not gonna get it again lol.)
The one on the left is Suzuki's. Strawberry Wild. Her fave.

I held on to it all the way until we got to school since Suzuki couldn't come on the field trip.

It did melt.

And unfortunately, it did spill. All over my pants too.

V-chan, Kenny, and I were all wandering around.

Kenny saw this first.
There was a small set of stairs leading up and this was on the wall.
Pretty awesome, no?

On the bus ride back to school, I was texting Suzuki and telling her that I bought her this.
And that I had to take sips because it really was melting. xD
She was happy though.
And this was the shot right before I spilled it.
If I hadn't spilled it, that day would've been really awesome.
But I didn't let it get to me too much.
At least I smelt like strawberries lmao.

And by the time we got to school, there was a fire drill. xD

Well that summed it all up.So much for happy Fridays.

Today wasn't all that interesting though.

Except for anime club.

We did this whole critque time where we gave everyone in club a chance to speak up their opinions (with good reason though) and help improve the members, officers, and club itself.

However, not much was really critque except for the S.A.A.

Unfortunately, things didn't go too well for the only S.A.A. present and he ended up resigning.

It really pains me to see such things happen. Especially for an underclassmen.

I understood that the people speaking up their suggestions weren't trying to be personal and they even tried to not call out names, but I guess it took a lot to take in.

I really worry for anime club next year. I mean, I trust two underclassmen but that's about it.

Not only that, but I realized that Suzuki and I were talked about behind our backs. Well, this isn't the first time we found out...but I think I'm just rather sick of it all. 

It really wonders me what anyone would have to say. I mean, what did we do wrong?

How much do we have to do to stay on people's good sides?

I even dislike it when people talk/insult about other people. It's just so childish.

I mean, I would admit that I talk about people too, but I don't say it out of just my own opinion. I consider the topic and see if it's worth mentioning to other's for their own knowledge and sometimes, even their safety.

Drama will forever haunt us. I just hope this really doesn't affect our last year of high school.

I really hope Monday will be a lot more happy.

But hoping can only go so far...

This song has been my addiction for the past few hours.
I can't say the meaning of this song relates to my situation...
But I know what I can connect with.

The feelings of desperation to end this lonliness.
And to know that the love is not fake.

Or something like that. Heh.