So far... no luck. I decided to take a break a bit and actually get back on here real quick.
So yeah. I'm 18 now. Woo.
Still doesn't make a difference when you don't have a state ID yet lol. Planning to get one real soon so no worry here.
And college is coming up so hopefully things will turn out nicely.
As you can see, I'm hoping for a lot of things ha.
So I'll talk a little bit of the good stuff...
So I'll talk a little bit of the good stuff...
On July 6, my mom introduced us to her boyfriend, Chad.
He's cool. Tall. Full of muscles.
I just remember him talking a lot and eating pie. The best chocolate pie I've had in awhile.
But later, I got sick since I can't hold my sweets which is why I don't like 'em too much.
Then July 7 (birthday), got to go out to town.
Hanged with both of my grandma's and my mom. Ate Takoyaki (since we planned it two weeks before that we would all eat Takoyaki) with other good food.
Afterwards, went to hang with our friends as a group. I'm not going to say much about it until we go out a bit more. For now.
But it was fun. Although, the really lame part was my headaches. I've been getting really bad headaches lately and it happened to hit while we were out. Sucked. I had to even stray off for a little while just to get it together which worked.
It was a nice easy-going birthday like I wanted.
So yeah. Summary of the good stuff.
I kinda don't have any pictures and I don't feel like taking some from one of my friends. Sorry.
Now... I'm about to put a little not-so-good-stuff. You ready?
(If not then you can leave now lol.)
First off, today is actually the day my dad gets married.
I don't want to talk about past things though. Not worth thinking back now.
I'm not 100% with the marriage though, but it doesn't matter.
Me and my twin didn't go. We refused. He didn't ask twice.
Honestly though, I'm glad at the same time.
He can go have his happy life while I'm trying to find my own.I just want him to stay away.
And before you get all "but he's your dad" or "you'll regret it if something happens to him"... I've given him way too many chances. After each time, we really found out that we would never look at each other the same way we did eight years ago.
And like my twin said.. "He is not a bad guy, but he's a horrible father."
Those words are the perfect way to describe him.
It just sucks though that I'm stuck with all this negativity. To have something positive would be a great help. And lately, even I feel like I lost a big positive in my life.
But that's something I've learned to keep to myself.
So yeah. Overall, life has been up and down as ever but it happens.
Shoot. Have to get off.
Well, I guess until next posting!
Afterwards, went to hang with our friends as a group. I'm not going to say much about it until we go out a bit more. For now.
But it was fun. Although, the really lame part was my headaches. I've been getting really bad headaches lately and it happened to hit while we were out. Sucked. I had to even stray off for a little while just to get it together which worked.
It was a nice easy-going birthday like I wanted.
So yeah. Summary of the good stuff.
I kinda don't have any pictures and I don't feel like taking some from one of my friends. Sorry.
Now... I'm about to put a little not-so-good-stuff. You ready?
(If not then you can leave now lol.)
First off, today is actually the day my dad gets married.
I don't want to talk about past things though. Not worth thinking back now.
I'm not 100% with the marriage though, but it doesn't matter.
Me and my twin didn't go. We refused. He didn't ask twice.
Honestly though, I'm glad at the same time.
He can go have his happy life while I'm trying to find my own.I just want him to stay away.
And before you get all "but he's your dad" or "you'll regret it if something happens to him"... I've given him way too many chances. After each time, we really found out that we would never look at each other the same way we did eight years ago.
And like my twin said.. "He is not a bad guy, but he's a horrible father."
Those words are the perfect way to describe him.
It just sucks though that I'm stuck with all this negativity. To have something positive would be a great help. And lately, even I feel like I lost a big positive in my life.
But that's something I've learned to keep to myself.
So yeah. Overall, life has been up and down as ever but it happens.
Shoot. Have to get off.
Well, I guess until next posting!