The past few days have been real sluggish.
I don't want to talk about it. I just want to push it away.
Today didn't help, but it got better later on and eventually...I just didn't care anymore.
I expected no apology which I wasn't even thinking about getting until I got home.
Oh well. This "friendship" is beginning to make me think that maybe this wasn't true after all. All false hopes. Wasted. Why did I try so hard for you? Maybe because I don't "got the brains" like you said. And this really isn't the first time you've did something unnecessary.
And my mom found out anyway. She told me that I shouldn't have people like that in my life already after considering how much I've had to put up with. When she told me that, I remembered my dad saying that "there are going to be people who just ain't worth your time" when Al was having problems with someone else.
Despite all of that, I'm now just going to just deal with whatever I need to do. Don't ponder on what we can't change. Just move on and make it better. Don't waste time over petty things and just make something out of that instead to not only make you feel better but to make you stronger. I think that'll be a huge step to dealing with shitty situations.
Really though...I hate losing people, but maybe it's time to just grow up already.
Oh hey. The Voice is on.