Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Screw Myself Over

So it's one in the morning and it's Wednesday. Yaaay.
I'm going to be dead tired.

I think I'm going through the stage of missing that someone. 

But this time, I have to push it aside.
I got to let go of these feelings. It's time to move on.
At least we'll be better off more as friends than anything else.
I still enjoy our conversations.

Anyway, I've noticed that certain people have been really trying to get me to cheer up and I'm forever grateful.
And I noticed how different others are treating me. Not sure if it's a good thing or not, but oh well. 

I just want school over with. To not deal with school work and focus more on what I want to do.
Or, that's what I hope lol.



Why am I even up? Oh. Suzuki wants to post her video and I rather watch it on my own laptop while I'm on it.
Ugh. My stomach is acting up again.
I got more songs~ Though, most of it is just japanese lol.
I need to find more English.
Luckily, Mashiro told me a few bands and like usual, I just become hooked.
Now, my iTunes is at 100 songs. Yay.

Blegh. I'm addicted to my OC, Vikram.
He's all I really love to draw.
I'm trying to create more OCs but still so stuck with that little punk.
Although, my friend is helping me out by giving me brief descriptions and I have to draw it out based purely on imagination. I think it's fun and helpful.

I don't think I can last any longer lol.
I'm going to sleep.



(I would put the video of my mood, but I'm still pretty psyched about BORN's new song. Not the greatest PV but I love their outfits and Ryouga's singing just nailed it.)