Tuesday, February 21, 2012

曇った沼地。

I keep distracting myself on homework.

Well, it's not homework really.
Just art projects actually.
I got to stop that. 



Although, finally noticed that I don't draw based on what I want but how I feel. 
It's been frustrating lately.
And frustration is never a good sign. 


My dreams are kinda getting strange lately. 
It's about people I know personally. 
I don't know if I just miss them or what. 
I usually get nightmares or dreams that usually startle me awake. 
If not any of those, I don't know what I dream about. 
But I never feel comfortable talking about them...unless it was funny like the time I was a squirrel. 
Yeah. Other than that, I don't like talking about it. 
So I won't.


This blog was supposed to contain "good" things.
Things worthy of memory.
But you know what? Lately, all the "good" things are pretty much not happening until who knows when. 

I mean...I'm not having hellish days, but I just feel everyone stressing.
Not only that, but I've been having harder times coping with my own messes.
Which, mind you, isn't all that necessary to say since I don't feel like listing it all. 
Yet again, not a very long list.
Just things I rather stray away from.


This isn't helping. Urgh.


Lighter notes.
Going back to Ortho. Hopefully my braces will come off real soon.
My English teacher actually comforted me. She's real nice.
Her dogs names are Ichigo and Orihime. I thought that was real cool. 
And it's 8:11 PM. Dammit. 


Better go back and focus lol.