Lesson Learned

Don't let people walk over you.

Just had "difficulties" with my friend on our group project.
We started out okay but then we ended up doing everything last minute.
And it was frustrating enough when she didn't listen to me when I told her to say only two words in front of my camera.
Then, she took forever to say another two lines.

I mean...I like her as a friend and all.
But...I rather we do this much, much earlier.

At least I'm done with the nauseating projects.
I had three.
Well, I still have to do art projects...
But at least I got most of it over with.
And it was my fault to let it pile over.

But I think all of this is starting to take a toll.
Especially my psychology project.
I learned that I'm not really motivated for the fun of it.
Ahhh. Just want sleep, you know?
And just to get away from people...for a little while.
Thinking about it, I have no real motivation at all.

I just live and do what I'm told.

I used to have motivation but...let's say that it's in the past and it's better off that way.

Dependence on another person is not my forte. 

I still miss her, but that's the process of letting go.
Move on. Even if it hurts.
It'll hurt less anyway.

I just went through so much spelling errors.
Thank you, spell check.

Break is going to be filled with sleep and cosplay.
Can't waaaait.

I shouldn't type when I'm terribly exhausted.

Lol.